part of me wants to wear leather jackets and red lipstick and be super sexy and break boys’ hearts but then I also want to wear sundresses and be sweet and cute and shy and giggly but a different part of me wants to be beautiful and smart and mysterious and another part of me just wants to sit in bed and watch netflix while I eat pizza
Just because you ate (somewhat) normally this evening does not mean that you are recovered, it doesn’t mean that you never had an eating disorder, or that the doctor lied when she said you had Anorexia. Enjoying food is normal, it doesn’t make you a liar, it doesn’t make you a bad person. It’s ok to eat. It’s ok to eat and have an eating disorder, those things are not mutually exclusive.